January is well on its way at this point and my second semester as a teacher is nearing its end. Next week is level-up testing for my students which basically means I get to sit around while they do work, which is virtually no different from what I currently do (Just kidding, current and future employers, I'm a very hard worker, no need to check that CCTV footage like you're absolutely going to). After that it's only a few more weeks until the semester ends and I get a whole new group of students.
And, as it should turn out this time, a few new teachers to our school as well!
I'm not sure why I feel so anxious about this. It's pretty typical of life as a foreign teacher; you come in on a set contract at, most likely, a different time than most of your co-workers. Contracts end regularly every three months or so, and if you stay here long enough you'll eventually watch the entire staff change from what it used to be to something completely different. So I guess that's part of it, really. It's not just that I've grown comfortable with the people I currently work with, but they've become very good friends and I'm going to hate to see them move on.
The other part is that, now that I'm one of the more experienced people at this school, I suppose I'll have to actually show people around a bit if they've never been here before. Which they haven't. No one's been to Pyeongtaek, not even people who actually live there. The thought of that is strange as well; even as I approach the six month mark, I still feel kind of new. I'm still discovering things and learning stuff, which I guess is pretty normal for living in a foreign country even after a few years.
On the other hand, I have settled into a pretty regular routine, and I feel like I could probably be fairly helpful if I actually tried. It's hard to explain really but I probably know a lot more than I know that I know. Holy crap does that sentence ever not make sense. To put it another way, I lived in Kingston for a few years and when I actively thought about it there wasn't a whole lot I could say, but when I actually started to describe it to someone else I kind of realized that the knowledge is actually there. It's just buried somewhere in the mess of other nonsense that is my brain.
So overall I think I'm excited! Maybe a little nervous but excited nonetheless. We'll see how it goes.
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